The morning after dad was still asleep, I went in my room and got my strapon and the 12" dildo with the cavity to slip over a guy. When I got back ito his room he was on his back, nice soft dick, I slid the dildo over it, he started to wake, and askd wat I was doing, I said time to punish your whore for wat she has done. He looked at it, said awfully big baby, I replied I diserve it, I was awfully bad. I put the leather cover pover it, and snapped the belt around him. Straddling him I slid the tip in me, he askd if I was sure I wanted to do this, I let myself drop hard, omfg it hurt, I replied in a minute Im gettin on my knees and ur gonna fuck me till I passout, or scream so loud from it. I did a few strokes, it hurt, I knew it wud really hurt from behind. I slid off and got on me kness next to the bed with my chest on the bed, said jus please fuck me, I am jus a worthless whore, im no good to anyone, Im jus a fuck toy, so fuck me. Thinking of all the pain and heartache I caused my girl friend, because of my fears and just bein stupid. I flipped my hair, turned a bit, and said just do it, I need to be punished, he said sweetie, you dont need to punish yourself this way. I smiled at him and said I use to be a dom, this is mild, its nothing compared to wat I diserve. He was hesitating, I said if u dont il go to the bar nd find half dozen guys that will.  grabbed a pillow, to burry my face in, I cud feel it sliding in me, he said this is gonna hurt, I said, its suppose to dad. I slammed back onto it, omg, and said now fuck ur whore nd fuck her hard. said long deep hard strokes. For about 15 min he did it to me, I had my face in my pillow wigth my girlfriends face on it I was cryong, tellin her I was so sorry, told her I was being punished for wat I did to her, I promised her I wud be sure i wud b punished till I thought it was enuff. told her how much I luv her n how sorry I was for hurting her as he pounded me. Tears flowing. Wen he stopped I kissed her pillow told her I was sorry nd I still luv her, nd how much i missed her